i haven't blog for a long time. but lot's of things have been happening during the time i was not blog-ing. Well... yes... summer is coming and so are exams… How to prepare for these exams.. are exams important to me.. yes they are.. I have been trying to find a purpose in life except for having fun. I have kind of decided who important figures in my life are and who aren't. My last 17 years of life is only the beginning. Now i have a whole career in front of me. I've look up to a lot of people during my 17 years of life. I want to build a career and just spend the rest of my life with the person i want to be with. =) simple! Well that might be your goal too but I am not a guy who pursue career. Career really isn't my top priority. The people I want to be with for the rest of my life with.
I have been thinking a lot of what my friend should be like. Well, threw my life history, I’m a guy that likes a lot of attention (who doesn't) I have been getting a lot of attention ever since I was small. I was never lonely because I was surrounded by friends. I never had a stable group of friends because I never saw them important. I just thought friends are a group people who so happens have something in common with you and we are all here to use each other for other own purposes.
However, my thoughts about this change a lot when I met the group of friends who were smart and seem to be happy people. They were easy to please and with my joker personality, I can attract attention easily. But on of the people in the group was really upset with me. She knew I move around meeting friends a lot and she thought I won’t take friendship seriously. Well… I guess she was right. I never did take friendship seriously. However, my view about friendship change and I remember a promise I made to her. “I will never leave this group and you will always be my friend” ß well I think it was somewhere along these lines… I will keep my promise!
After that promise, my new group of friends molded me. Well I didn’t change in a snap of a finger but I did change a lot. Thinking about the traces of our existence, I had a lot of experience with each friend. Now I will go through each one by one. (you may skip this..)
The first person I am going to talk about. Well she first caught my attention with her orange vest. (I love bright colors and orange is funkadelic) I start getting to know her more through an online game called gunbound. I thought we were good partner because together we were undefeatable! =D good days! Good times! She was the pro-cake bot and I was the pro boomer. We both know how to do the hardest shot but she was always better than me. =) but it didn’t matter. I had a lot of fun. She always has a lot to talk about and I just love to hear her speak. I guess she had quiet me down from begin the one talking all the time; I learn that listening is really cool. I love her personality, so active! She is really nice and spending every minute with her is very enjoyable. She always puts a smile on my face. I guess I like having her present around me a lot. She is my motivation.
The second person. haha. She is funny and mature for her age. I like joking around with her. i guess I treat her as my little sister, but then sometimes i feel she sounds like my mother. She can be mature and really immature at the same time. How does that work? Let Einstein figure that one out. Being around her is relaxing to my mind because I never think when I talk to her. I just blab out anything on my mind. I love it when she says she is way more significant then me. “Albert, I am more significant then you” .. haha I guess that is were I start learning big words. She likes using big words and I always end up going to www.dictionary.com for definitions. Being with this friend was really delightful.
Third person. Haha. It is a HE! He is smart, smart, and smart. He seems to know so much. My first impression of him was a super nerd! >.<” but my views have change.. so don’t kill me for saying that. Well I am not sure is being a nerd a good thing but I like how he is so hardworking all the time. Always seem to be so busy. Well what pull us together is becuz we think alike. And we both usually have to stand together to defend ourselves from other people who like twisting our words and making us sound like fools. Never really had much time to know him well in my life becuz studies are important right now for him. But it is all kool because working with him in class is great because the chance of me doing bad with him in the same class is pretty low.
Fourth person. A quiet soul indeed. =D She is an amazing person when you talk to her. Never judge a book by its cover. She is a really good friend and I am indebted to her. In the group, She is the one I nag to when I see her online. I don’t really trust the decision I make sometimes or the thoughts I get in my head. It is always nice to have somebody hear me out and give their own opinion. She is a little shy, nice, caring, helpful! I can’t wait until the day she walks out of her comfort zone because if she was not really shy, she is a bomb to hang out with.
Lastly. She can be pretty repulsive sometimes but I have learned that her personality is like that. Well, every time I talk to her, our conversation gets pretty serious. She likes the easy way out and is really practical with life. Her version of fun is my version of criticize until you make a person cry. She is always doing homework and I like to just have fun. So we are quite different from each other. But I still think she is a good friend because I know inside her she really cares about the friendship she has with me. Even though it is hard to sense, I know at least she doesn’t hate me.
Yea. Really been a blast spending time with these people. They are more and it will probably be another time because I am getting sleepy. After high school, I want to remain contacts with each person. Hope they don’t forget silly me. Yes, each person has influence me, even if not a lot they did influence me in some way. Anyways.. it is nearly 4 am. So waba signing off with a good morning, good afternoon and good night!
(P>S> i think my blog is totally off topic.. so dun't mind my drunkeness... )