Hiukei

a bee story

Hiukei — Fri, 26 Aug 2005 19:01:00 GMT

haha.. i could of blog about T&T .. but that will be reapeat of a whole comment.. so if you really want to read it.. go check out "hush of eternity" blog and you can read his blog about t7t and my comment.. but anyways..

the last time i blog was monday.. so let me see what i have to type about today.. well i was painting my driveway and MOLY COW! a bee hive.. on top of my driveway.. lol.. mission kill bees.. so in the morning me and my dad went and bought the "spray can" also know as "raid bee & wasp killer".. after thqat.. me and my dad wait until 11 pm.. then we go out and start spraying the beww hive like mad.. lol.. well my dad was doing all the work.. i gave my mental support.. not in the house.. but in the car.. safe behind glass windows and lock cars.. well you can't say i didn't help kill the bees.. becuz my dad couldn't see well in the dark so i open the head lights =D .. what great support anyone can give their courageous dad.. lol.. well it was better than my friend who live on her own.. she had a bee hive on a tree close to her home.. and she ask me and a guy to help her.. so the plan was to sit in the car.. then grab a long stick.. and throw it at the bee hive and run away.. lol... well you can't say it wasn't fun.. but you can also say.. alot of throwing attempts are made and um.. they weren't quite as sucessful.. oh.. but in the end we did hit the bee hive eh? like after alot of tries.. and the bees did swarm the car.. but lol.. thank goodness for electronic windows and my friend being able to drive super fast..

lol.. wow.. i just worte a beehive story.. anyways.. did anyone watch the winnipeg comedy fest.. it was all aboriginals.. and they kept on making fun of the european people.. lol but it was funny.. and the new comedy inc. that show is funny.. and who says american has all the humor.. i think canadian humor is way better.. lol.. welll that was al the lat night shows i watch this week.. i dun't need to mention anyways about simpsons.. the show is always hilarious and insulting in it's own ways..

flood + aftermath

Hiukei — Mon, 22 Aug 2005 06:53:00 GMT

argh!! supa killing... friday's weather was un-acceptable!.. the crazy heavy hail and rain flooded my basement.. from an afternoon nap to a crazy boy running around with buckets..! i seriously think i did my best from keeping the water out.. the basement windowright next to my computer had a leak!.. from a small leak.. it got into a big leak! eek!.. thankfully my monitor is oki.. and all my computer stuff is oki.. after a 1 hr inspection.. but i lost a couple of cds.. =.= sigh* but you know what was worst about the flood.. after my basement was 1/4 flooded.. i had a black out for 4-5 hrs and muahaha.. i was wet,cold,hungry,sleepy... o well.. i made it alive.. now my basement looks likes "Iraq".. and i am slowly trying to restore my basement into what it use to look like.. with some new adjustment here and there.. but it took me 2 whole days to take out the water that was soaking on the carpet and dry the carpet up.. it's been 3 days since i touch my computer.. boo hoo!.. without electricity.. my life is like.. ugh! lol.. it was all clean up the basement, sleep, eat.. hm.. o well.. i wonder how my friends are doing.. i heard it was two tornado.. O.O interesting eh?

Well actually i dunno which was more interesting and exciting.. a floding house or going to badminton.. haha... in the end i decided not to go badminton.. i doubt any of my friends can go either.. but o well.. we will find something esel to do later..

Well nothing really much to talk about.. since my last 3 days have been a drag... so i will blog another day.. hopefully with something better to say..

old memories

Hiukei — Wed, 17 Aug 2005 08:50:00 GMT

Woah 60$ shopping spree.. must go again.. i have 2 more times to go spending on clothes.. woot blue notes is kool!.. my favourite shop.. lalala.
I had a fun time shopping for clothes.. willie and cindy tried making me wear orange.. hm.. they thought i look good.. hm.. dunno i thought it was oki.. probably look better on somebody esle... shopping with old friends is pretty kool .. becuz you get to remember the old times.. and re experince each others company..

i saw my friend who is older than me by 2 years.. every time i see him.. he shows me all his new games and stuff.. so kool! he is like the big brother i never had.. even tho is so crazy and in to playing games.. he is such a hard working student.. he goes to western. i watch national treasure with him.. and then we play ps2.. so it was kool.. he showed me his magic cards.. lol.. he got me into playing... ^.^.. woot woot..

ouchie.. hurt myself today in badminton.. got alittle to confident and did to much crazy shots.. oh well.. atleast i won both games.. but ouchie.. had to site out for 20 mins..

>.< random!

Hiukei — Mon, 15 Aug 2005 07:51:00 GMT

EEK! hehe -.-"" i forgot about the badminton thing on friday.. SOwwwie! // but i can still come as long as fat dude can give me a lift there...

WOOO! my long lost friend visiting me.. left me in gr 4.. me and wille.. but she is visiting me tommo.. this is goign to be an interesting day.. but omg.. today i was at my grandparents house.. i flip the channel and saw a lady win a 5 thousand dollar toilet.. amazing eh? not good enough? inside the toilet was 2 thousand dollar real money! wooo my kind of toilet!.. i dun't remmeber what the show is call.. but it was crazy.. it is on ctv.. channel 8.. for ppl who are as fascinated as me..

i find this song which sounds good.. well too me it does.. but i dunno why.. it is by tommy lee.. it is called good times.. the music video was lame in my eyes tho... well better then black ppl just jiggling all over the screen on their mtv.. but i should stop on that comment before some persaon who actually likes it reads this line... ekks..!

can't wait until badminton.. so got ot perfect a couple of my playing techniques... and have to seriously stop joking around.. on the court.. going to get wack by my partner someday... but any who..! what esle can a waba criticism on a sunday night...

omg.. does anyone watch the late night leno show... that guys really makes americans look dumb.. funny thing is.. the audience laughs and appaud.. awkward eh? well i just dun't find the things funny.. actually i find it very lame... haha.. now was that a weird critiscism.. hey .. i still find who's line is it anyways a kool comedy show! .. those ppl can sing...on the top of their heads!.. reminds me of fat man.. .hm...

uh oh.. itme to go.. later for now

A life for me

Hiukei — Fri, 12 Aug 2005 19:58:00 GMT

Sincei am going to university and all.. i have really been planning hard to make my life into a useful life. So i have been here and there trying to make my known to the word. Through help of some people, i am now meeting people and i feel like i am more a part of society. Big house parties are pretty neat when you walk around and start meeting people and getting contacts of people who are intersting to talk to or who can help you in the future. I think i can enjoy this life. Well actually i can't. well not like i dun't fit in with these people in their house parties.. just that really isn't me.. but if i want a better life in this big city.. i guess i dun't got a choice.. such a good opportunity to be a somebody and not a nobody.. =.= it is always nice to be known by many people.

I should say a big sorrie to my friends tho! i have really left them behind while i was on a rampage of working on my future. I was just so busy trying to work hard get cash and go to parties or badminton with some weathly people living in the far suburbans.. trying to hard to be known around the popular people.

but.. you know.. i dunno what i want.. do i want a rich busy life.. or a sweet simple life.. maybe next year.. i will drop the promotion and high spotz.. and go back to hong kong with some friends to relax there.. live the simple relax life..

but then again.. i can comeback.. connect some more with some media people and get more money and be one of those busy people who is just trying to run the best day camp of their lives and going out to parties and stuff.. both life sounds okay.. just dunno which one i would want to pick..

haha.. dang.. is that a rant.. o no university is here.. i need to buy clothes an restock myself.. woo hoo.. shopping time.. someday... but first.. i need to meet up with all my friends first.. =)

rant!

Hiukei — Fri, 17 Jun 2005 06:12:00 GMT

had a long chat with my friend!... Well reflecting through our 4 years as friends and all the things that has happen to us during these 4 years. Well... we talk about the group i hang out with. My friend knows that i am soso with this group and i do alot of things to plz this group of friends. Well i dunno should i carry on with this or is it time to say good bye.

i've always been a flower. i have layers. I hide alot of things from my friends. i do not do things for the fact of drawing attention. All i want is a group of happy friends that can be with me and laugh with me. But.. with the group i am with.. i actually been smiling infront of them but tearing myself apart inside. I guess my friends never felt to find out who i am and they are never there for me when i need it. i guess i can't ask too much since they dun't read minds. BUt.. i am definitely tired of doing things and hiding things.

As a teenager boy, i dun't have a high income and it would be nice to be the best child in the family. I've always been covering up for my friends mishap without them knowing and i always thought doing this would make them happier and they probably think of me more or atleast be more open to me as how i open up my things to them.

i've been pretty piss with the behaviour some of my friends have and sometimes i do see it as my fault. Sometimes it seems my friends do not think about the consequences. All they want is the reward.. they do not care about the outcome that will happen after they receive the reward. I am one of the types of people who might disagree with what you do but help you out secretly without you knowing.. this year.. my friends are great creative planners.. they are so good at planning.. but they never think about the ppl they are planning it for.. For say.. planning a camping trip with no transportation.. this sounds like a bright idea.. planning a camping trip without thinking about the cost budget and stuff needed for the trip. well listen up folks.. this camping trip would be crap if you dun't start planning rite.

When a person decides to "host" a party, it really means they are being prepare to serve their guest and make it a blast of their lifes.. When a person decides to host a party.. it is usually at their place or they are prepare to help since they are hosting it. Everything must be plan out to the detail.

what made me piss about this situation is.. thxs to my group of firends that i treasure alot.. i got a 3hr lecture plus an on goign after effect once in a while from my parents.. see.. i could of not lend out my house and not get in trouble.. i only did it since the ppl who form this party plans "backfire".. would this happen if you thought of it carefully..

that event piss me off alot.. took me a long time to settle my parents anger.. yea..reminder to self.. never lend out your house if you are not the one responsible for the party... i really shouldn't be cleaning up ppl's mess all the time..

i am a simple guy.. i always dream of living in a peaceful cottage living a simple life with the ones i love most.. i dun't ask for much.. i want a group of friends that can be around me and hear me out.. or we can have fun playing together.. i only want friends who care for me as much as i care for each and one of them. Sometimes.. i just feel like.. i give you friendship and you just take this friendship i give you and drag it all over the dirt...

i am sick.. my friends dun't knwo me well.. i still have the heart to be their friend.. but being with them is like being stab with a big thorn in the chest.. i am left out of the conversation.. i lost my touch.. i am the invisible guy around the corner.. i am sometimes even better off with ppl i dunno well then with my friends..

When i am going thru memories.. i dun't see any good memories i had with my friends.. i just remember the good times i have miss when they have fun without me..

i like helping my friends.. i hate being taken advantage of.. when i do something.. lot of thinking goes through my head and i think about the worth of things... my decision sometimes are pretty bias.. but i try judging every situation as neutral as possible.. sometimes.. i just want ppl to knwo what ground they stand on...

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Viewers discretion is advice...
Warning!
the following are harsh critizism at ppl
name aren't mention but you can try guessing..
maybe it would sound like yaa!
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Staircase - this person.. can be a so call friend.. but only reason she is my friend is only becuz of one person.. without that person... i am probably not going to be your friend either.. i hate you too the guts.. i want you to change.. and when you do.. i would be your friend.. but as long as you look like a slut.. i seriously need to re think about this relationship between us.. you make even the worst ppl look good.. -

angel - you are an angel to me and everything you do most of the time.. i am their support your decision.. tho i dun't like the way you make friends.. it's a good thing to make friends.. but why do you have to make such an awkward group.. i hate big groups.. big groups go no where.. and i think you have to realize that the "huns" is a stupid group which does not really belong in our group.. we did not form this grou.. you did! and i dun't think everyone in this group likes have a group of huns.. this is an independant group.. it does not belong in this group.. sigh* i hate to say it.. but if this group forms.. then i rather leave you and tell you to go join your huns and leave this group.. these two groups dun't belong together.. -

crazy parent - you are crazy.. sometime i look up to you .. you are mature and you see things maturely.. but sometime.. you are just crazy.. you neva think of consequence.. you might use yoru loud voice and make yourself sound right but what you are saying really is pretty useless and not helpful.. useless information.. you can get so annoying sometimes.. really drive me nuts.. -

violent authority - you never talk reasonable.. hanging with a group of dictators who do not care about others accept themselves.. you are so hard to deal with.. why can't you stand up for your friends who are opposite sex from you! is it just becuz we are guys..that is why we get to be punish by your harsh unreasonable judgement.. -

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good list	Bad list
-angel -tall -beetles -silent dragon	-staircase -crazy parent -aaron

i dunno anymore.. i feel so hollow inside.. my friend tells me this group is finish.. is this group really finish... should i leave.. should i not.. well honestly.. their are important ppl i just can't forget about.. even tho i rant on now.. i know i will be with these ppl one again at their service.. i would still be their for them..

You

Hiukei — Sat, 11 Jun 2005 02:14:00 GMT

i dunno.. dun't feel like working.. last night i had a really bad headache..i think it was becuz of school. haha.. or was it the heat.. anyways.. today while walking home in the hot desert road! i came up with this poem.. so just decide to put it somewhere.. it's call "you".. dun't ask me why... i just felt like it..

YOU

Never really felt to

Truly deeply want you

Never felt this way

Ever before

Just want to touch you

Hold you and protect you

You are my means

To live forever more

=) friends

Hiukei — Fri, 03 Jun 2005 11:59:00 GMT

i haven't blog for a long time. but lot's of things have been happening during the time i was not blog-ing. Well... yes... summer is coming and so are exams… How to prepare for these exams.. are exams important to me.. yes they are.. I have been trying to find a purpose in life except for having fun. I have kind of decided who important figures in my life are and who aren't. My last 17 years of life is only the beginning. Now i have a whole career in front of me. I've look up to a lot of people during my 17 years of life. I want to build a career and just spend the rest of my life with the person i want to be with. =) simple! Well that might be your goal too but I am not a guy who pursue career. Career really isn't my top priority. The people I want to be with for the rest of my life with.

I have been thinking a lot of what my friend should be like. Well, threw my life history, I’m a guy that likes a lot of attention (who doesn't) I have been getting a lot of attention ever since I was small. I was never lonely because I was surrounded by friends. I never had a stable group of friends because I never saw them important. I just thought friends are a group people who so happens have something in common with you and we are all here to use each other for other own purposes.

However, my thoughts about this change a lot when I met the group of friends who were smart and seem to be happy people. They were easy to please and with my joker personality, I can attract attention easily. But on of the people in the group was really upset with me. She knew I move around meeting friends a lot and she thought I won’t take friendship seriously. Well… I guess she was right. I never did take friendship seriously. However, my view about friendship change and I remember a promise I made to her. “I will never leave this group and you will always be my friend” ß well I think it was somewhere along these lines… I will keep my promise!

After that promise, my new group of friends molded me. Well I didn’t change in a snap of a finger but I did change a lot. Thinking about the traces of our existence, I had a lot of experience with each friend. Now I will go through each one by one. (you may skip this..)

The first person I am going to talk about. Well she first caught my attention with her orange vest. (I love bright colors and orange is funkadelic) I start getting to know her more through an online game called gunbound. I thought we were good partner because together we were undefeatable! =D good days! Good times! She was the pro-cake bot and I was the pro boomer. We both know how to do the hardest shot but she was always better than me. =) but it didn’t matter. I had a lot of fun. She always has a lot to talk about and I just love to hear her speak. I guess she had quiet me down from begin the one talking all the time; I learn that listening is really cool. I love her personality, so active! She is really nice and spending every minute with her is very enjoyable. She always puts a smile on my face. I guess I like having her present around me a lot. She is my motivation.

The second person. haha. She is funny and mature for her age. I like joking around with her. i guess I treat her as my little sister, but then sometimes i feel she sounds like my mother. She can be mature and really immature at the same time. How does that work? Let Einstein figure that one out. Being around her is relaxing to my mind because I never think when I talk to her. I just blab out anything on my mind. I love it when she says she is way more significant then me. “Albert, I am more significant then you” .. haha I guess that is were I start learning big words. She likes using big words and I always end up going to www.dictionary.com for definitions. Being with this friend was really delightful.

Third person. Haha. It is a HE! He is smart, smart, and smart. He seems to know so much. My first impression of him was a super nerd! >.<” but my views have change.. so don’t kill me for saying that. Well I am not sure is being a nerd a good thing but I like how he is so hardworking all the time. Always seem to be so busy. Well what pull us together is becuz we think alike. And we both usually have to stand together to defend ourselves from other people who like twisting our words and making us sound like fools. Never really had much time to know him well in my life becuz studies are important right now for him. But it is all kool because working with him in class is great because the chance of me doing bad with him in the same class is pretty low.

Fourth person. A quiet soul indeed. =D She is an amazing person when you talk to her. Never judge a book by its cover. She is a really good friend and I am indebted to her. In the group, She is the one I nag to when I see her online. I don’t really trust the decision I make sometimes or the thoughts I get in my head. It is always nice to have somebody hear me out and give their own opinion. She is a little shy, nice, caring, helpful! I can’t wait until the day she walks out of her comfort zone because if she was not really shy, she is a bomb to hang out with.

Lastly. She can be pretty repulsive sometimes but I have learned that her personality is like that. Well, every time I talk to her, our conversation gets pretty serious. She likes the easy way out and is really practical with life. Her version of fun is my version of criticize until you make a person cry. She is always doing homework and I like to just have fun. So we are quite different from each other. But I still think she is a good friend because I know inside her she really cares about the friendship she has with me. Even though it is hard to sense, I know at least she doesn’t hate me.

Yea. Really been a blast spending time with these people. They are more and it will probably be another time because I am getting sleepy. After high school, I want to remain contacts with each person. Hope they don’t forget silly me. Yes, each person has influence me, even if not a lot they did influence me in some way. Anyways.. it is nearly 4 am. So waba signing off with a good morning, good afternoon and good night!

(P>S> i think my blog is totally off topic.. so dun't mind my drunkeness... )

poem of anger

Hiukei — Sat, 21 May 2005 03:04:00 GMT

it is very interesting. I am a artist who can only write poems that have some sort of rhyme when i get this mood. This is my second anger poem which express my hate towards something/some one. I dun't usually hate people in this way, and when i do. haha you better hope you are not that person. Well i guess i really hate this person. or it just alot of thoughts have been inside me that i have saved up. Well it only took me 1-2 mins ot write this poem. I am really satisfy with it because it express everything that was on my chest. And now i have change my anger into a poem. hope you enjoy reading my hate towards this person. ( haha.. you probably only enjoy if you know who i am talkign about... )

Expression of Hate

You think you are special

Really but not trouble

Just an annoying brat

Dress in those small shirts

Blue crappy small pants

Oh my goodness your ass

Listen to you speaking

Like working bee’s buzzing

I really want to hide

Just because I smile

Does not make you vital

I really HATE HATE you

A nuclear family

Hiukei — Tue, 17 May 2005 05:05:00 GMT

The whole argument about the definition of marriage and family is really not that complicated when you think about it. Well some people say a family is where there is a father, mother, and kids. And some people say a family is where there are parents and children. Well my question is… Why are you changing the definition for? What does that word mean to you?

You can seriously have the definition of family. It really means nothing to me. But what is the point of letting you have the definition of family if you do not even know what the purpose of a family is for. Why do we have a family? Now this is an important question. Can you give yourself a good answer? Well when I thought of that question, I thought, having changing the definition of family really does not matter since it is only a word. And the people who are trying to change it probably do not even know what the purpose of a family really is for. Well let me sum it up for you.

A family is not just a group of people that have the responsibility to raise kids. A family is a life long commitment by a male & female for better or worst, life and death etc… to stay together as one and raise children and make them good citizens for society. And then the children will grow up someday and do the same thing. So this is a cycle.

Now what is wrong with the whole not letting anyone change the definition of marriage or family? Well can’t a family have two fathers and raise up a group of kids? Sure! Why not? I can’t really see how bad you can ever teach a kid. But where do you get your kid from? Is it even yours? Sure. You can go adopt a kid. Those orphans need good parents to teach them and be with them. So what is wrong with this picture? Well I think there is something really wrong with this picture. When you were born? Who was next to you; two mothers or two fathers? Or was it ONE father and ONE mother.

Why do we need one father and mother? What is wrong with have two fathers or two mothers? Well anyone who have taken health class before? I am sure somebody knows how to have babies right? Well my hint to you is… babies do not come from two humans from the same gender. They do not come out that way. Now is that why you want to change the definition of family. Just so you will also be a little more accepted in society. Well boy… we already accept you in society for the way you are but what do we get? We get hungry wolves trying to mess a round with the law. Raising a kid with two parents of the same gender is not normal so face it. If you want to get marry? Then you just defeated the purpose of marriage. I am sure your mom and dad had you without going threw a lot of adoption application forms.

Why can’t you marry and have a family? Well because people have forgotten the purpose of marriage. Marriage is one man and one woman. Why? It is because the point of marriage is to put these two genders together to create a family and not adopt kids. Having orphans is wrong already! And they should not be there. But I am not going to talk to detail into it since that is not the point.

Kinda over…

Hiukei — Tue, 17 May 2005 03:48:00 GMT

yes... the group is breaking apart and new groups are about to form...or maybe some members are just going to get disjointed forever. Lot’s of dumb thoughts and too much solitary between each of us. I think we seriously need to think of the definition of friendship.. I tried to hold a couple of disjointed members together… but I am starting to feel as disjointed as the person I am trying to joint back together… confusing eh? Well the whole point is…there really isn’t a solution to pulling a bunch of people together… we already lost it.

I see the problem in a couple areas.
- Newly groups are being form excluding other members

- lack of communication
- members do not even know each other well enough

yup! that’s the problem! Well for me. Honestly. I do not see my role in this group anymore. I might still see the point in being close to a couple members in the group. But it general.. I am getting tired of standing or sitting around in the lockers. It’s not fun anymore.. it is depressing..

thxs tenshi for bringing this up. And thxs sola for notifying me about the blog. (btw.. I actually have abit more opinion in this.. but.. I am not going to get into it unless you decide to ask)

up's and down's and thoughts

Hiukei — Sat, 07 May 2005 08:19:00 GMT

wonderful wonderful wonderful day.. this week.. i have my up's .. i also have my down's... I 've been trying to hold my life together in one piece and T.T even tho i know i am not suppose to.. i think i am putting myself in a dream.. and i just dream too much.. it's not like i dun't wanna dream about it.. dreaming about non reality stuff is fun.. because nothing seems to be wrong.. everything just seems perfect.. but i know putting myself in a dream world is bad.. someday.. it will haunt me and i will be very very sad. when this dream actually falls apart and i have to wake up... ( probably very soon but can't a guy hope! )

Friday was a wonderful day.. i got to show my masculine side and my feminie side.. i got to cook pizza and hot chicken.. i got to lose a game of spoon and won a couple games of wreslting.. tried play with this kid in stephanies house.. well personally.. the kid isn't bad.. just really hyper active.. out of alot of kids i've seen before.. this kid just doesn't get the attention he needs... if you give him some attention.. he will be fine.. =D ! so even thought it was boring.. i was happy the kid like my company.. well.. before the words i wanted to tell this person was "out of all the attention i get, the only attention i treasure is yours".. now i just wanna hold that person tight and say "i wanna hold yaa and never let go" T.T and i will never be able to say these words to this person.. but it was this person who inspired me to write all my luvvy duvvy poems and give me such thoughts.. it's hard to hold things in.. it's really hard to do things and not explain for your actions.. you just do it becuz you know you love that person..

Yes! to expose more of my thoughts.. i like being around the person i admire... being with that person makes me feel happy and doing anything for her is my honour. As long as that person is safe, i am happy.. so i was really happy to make sure she had a nice time and made it home safe.. that person kinda scare me for a bit... but lalal.. sigh* see what i mean by dreaming.. dun't comment on my loser life... well if your like.. please do it personally and not here...

YUP matt.. i did not get accepted.. it was a big envelope with nothign special.. well atleast i didn't get rejected.. phew* but o well.. my life was too good to be true.. get promoted and stuff.. like.. the only reason it took me so long to get home that day was becuz i couldn't belive it myself.. it was just too goo to be true. sigh* but it would of been nice if it was an acceptance..

i think i type enough today.. time to blog somewhere esle so i dun't make my thoughts to obvious to my readers.. =D lol..

ALOT OF NEWS

Hiukei — Thu, 05 May 2005 06:41:00 GMT

News

A very unproductive day for me today.. so i got alot of rest last night.. but rest assure.. i won't get much tonight to catch up all the work load i miss yesterday.

Good news:

I went thru alot of modernism artist today.. i dun't really like many of them.. out of 20 of them.. i cut down my list to 5 people.. and 2 hrs ago.. i cut it down to 3... My top three are.. Henry moore, Judy Chicago and Edward Hopper! =D and when will i decide which artist to choose for my essay.. TO BE ANNOUCE ( which also means I DO NOT KNOW WHEN )

EVEN BETTA NEWS:

Well.. one my of relief are finally gone. From the begining of March to the begining of April, I have been overly stress about getting the new position as coordinator. Well after two interviews and alot of other stuff inbetween.. I DID IT! WOOO HOOO! today i got home and my director was calling me to tell me the good news. but i miss her first call.. then i miss her second one because i went to the library to find books.. BUT!!!! i did not miss my third call... I DID IT!!! one relief is over.. and i have a couple more to go.. well.. now all i have to do is get my letter of acceptance (which means hehehe i am one step higher at work) and my letter of job description (well i think i already know my job description... ).. hehe.. can;t wait until i get it.. well due to all the stress this has given me... i like to thank people who supported me in during this time and basketball... haha.. those basket was sure a nice way to un-stress yourself.. tho i was still sweating during the whole interview process... thxs to a couple ppl who should know who they are..

Joke

Hiukei — Fri, 29 Apr 2005 02:55:00 GMT

Once. God and Satan were both typing up some programming. They were all creating the programs very fast (10 times faster then all those ppl in microsoft).. Well all of the sudden. There was a black out and God and satan both lost everything from their screen. God and Satan started to type up their programming again after the power came back on. An hour later, God says he is done but satan was only half done. So Satan ask God, "how did you finish so fast". God said, "becuz GOD SAVES"

haha.. um.. i didn't find that funni actually.. but anyways.. i hope you understand it..

interesting day

Hiukei — Sun, 24 Apr 2005 07:28:00 GMT

Today was an interesting day. i was going to fairview library to louise today. I had to find some books about my artist, Paul gauguin. I was going to meet louise at the bus stop at 8. Due to the fact that louise mom might be there, i was told not to show any sigh of aquantance with louise until we got on the bus.

I had the best time of my life trying not to look at louise. I knew if i look at her standing next to her mom, i am going to burst out in laughter because it's hard to try not to know somebody when you no that somebody. complex? after 5-7 mins of waiting, the bus came.

I went in the bus and act if i did not know louise for one bus stop. i was glad i did. louise mom kept her eyes on louise and her borther until the bus was out of her site. haha* thinking about it just makes me feel good. to me, this was like a virtual reality game. i dunno why.. but i thought it was like one of my little adventure i have on a saturday morning.

well everything after that was kinda boring... tho it rain and i came home sneezing.. i guess the day in general was oki dokie. justin is the cutest kid on the block. well i thought he was a kool kid.. and ahem* t E D D Y ! louise is so prepare to be a mom! lol.. ( joking... ). louise took her brothers transfer and forget where she puts it.. sigh* .. lol .. oh well.. louise showed me she is a resposible person.. haha.. dun't wanna lose your brothers tranfers.. do you? .. lol .. fun day...